依然范特西

I am a father now..Officially!!

2010-12-11T20:09:00.004+08:00

Finally after 37 weeks and 4 days of wait, he finally touched the earth..He is non other than our precious beloved son, Dominic Leng. On Wednesday, he gave a slight warning to my dear wifey in the afternoon and subsequently the warning became stronger in the evening as my dear wifey got cramps within short intervals (eg 5-10 mins and she was still watching the taiwan series "Ai")..I managed to call up my elder sister, who already have 2 kids for advice and was told to proceed to KKH for checkup which I did..We reached at about 9 plus in the evening. There we were told that the baby was coming and hence, we were directed to a delivery ward which in fact, to my surprise, I do not know it was a delivery ward until we asked the nurse is my wife going to deliver there because it looked just like a normal ward for patient and not like those surgery ward (Guess normal labor delivey rooms are like that)..As the time passed by, the pain got worsen..My heart goes to her when I saw the pain getting worse..Finally, the time came when the pain was unbearable and the midwives/nurses came in with the doc at the later part when our baby's head can be seen (about 50 cents coin size) ..There I saw my wife giving out all her strength and push all the way in order to see our beloved son..On 09/12/2010 at 0125hrs, our precious beloved son, Dominic Leng, was born.!!Immediately, I can see wife tears rolled down her cheeks and likewise, tears rolling inside my eyes the moment he slided out..Lucky for us, my wife and son are all healthy and safe. After two days stay at KKH, they were able to discharge..Although now my responsibility becomes bigger, I will give it all my best in whatever I can for my son and wife for they are the ones who bring happiness and joy to me and makes my life complete. I love you Adeline and Dominic.:)

Month of NO LIFE!!

2010-09-30T18:11:00.003+08:00

September 2010 is a month of totally no life for me..The whole month is about work and sleep except for a wedding by one of my colleagues which happened to be my off day..that's all...All I can do during this month is go to nearby malls with my wife and mum to buy some groceries..This got me thinking on whose fucking idea is it to work 5 continuous night shifts from 9pm to 5am?I think the "smart ass" must be thinking "Oh 9-5 ma..They won't feel tired because it's 8 hrs like morning office hrs timing..."I feel like writing my feedback on this IF there is one to the motherfucker who thought of this idea..Though I was given 2 days off but all shift personnel knows, 1st off who will usually go out???To us it's called sleeping off cos we need to recuperate..Furthermore, I work 5 night shifts before I get the 1st off!!!So in conclusion sometimes even the 2nd off I will still feel the fatigue set in and guess what??The next cycle continues after that before I knew it..LIKE THAT WHERE GOT ENOUGH REST???Those people sitting in the fucking office always talk only and never experience the danger and tiredness created by them..I wish they can come and work with me for one month and experience what I gone through and see who can survive..I am not saying I am tough but at least I am sure not all the "smart ass" sitting in the office can last within a week...FML!!!

Nikon D90

2010-09-03T11:24:00.003+08:00

For the past few weeks, I have been looking forward to Comex 2010...the reason being I am looking for a DSLR camera to take nice shots of my "On the way" baby boy:)..Been digging into info for Canon brand as it was the only brand that comes into my mind during that point of time..So yesterday, the first day of Comex, I went with Dear and straight away proceeded to Canon booth at level 4..Well, the sales person was good and I felt the real products which were 500D and 550D..Still the sales person could not satisfy me with the specs yet..So I hesitated and proceeded to take a look at Nikon brand which was second in mind that time..Sales person was good and explain to me patiently (though most of the times I catch no balls)..He continued to talk "got dragon got tiger" to me.. In the end he managed to talk me into buying a Nikon D90 with him..Well the MP is lesser than the above Canon models which I saw but it won in other areas like pricing and some other specs (mostly similar with Canon) and an additional free gift on top of what Canon can give me (worth S68)..I tried to ask for more free gifts but to no avail..haha:P..

Anw for those who already knew by now, we (Dear and me) are looking anxiously for our XL to come to earth that we have on and off been buying for lotsa baby stuffs awaiting his arrival..Well, we will continue to see what we still lack of and if some of you would like to buy something for him in advance pls tell me in advance also so that I won't buy the similar stuffs..keke..We really want to feel him using our hands...keke:)

Looking forward to new FY

2010-03-29T17:46:00.004+08:00

New FY is finally coming and I am looking forward for it..The reason is simple and there is only one, and it is because I am looking forward to get out of where I am now to a new environment..For the past 6 years and 5 months plus in the current environment, I can see alot of changes, and sad to say it had become from bad to worse and it is still getting worse everyday..I dun wish to elaborate much but people who knows me know what I am talking about..But lucky for me, at least there is something for me to look forward to and I am excited about the whole thing..But really, I hope that I don't have to wait too long to get out of here..It had become hell for me since about 2 years ago and now, the level of hell has just increase..Please release me and free me out of hell and into the human world..I am dying from the"heat" down here man..

Happy Birthday to Me!!

2010-03-20T23:34:00.007+08:00

Bike clothing from sis

My prezies

iPhone 3G(S) 32G vs Blackberry Storm 2 (Blackberry 9520)
I am the butcher Darling wifey with her favourite food
Searching for something??
Ice Cream!!
Swiss Rosti and Cheesy Sausage

Beer!!??

Yum Yum Sirloin Steak

Chicken Pasta with tomato sauce

Today 20/03/2010 marks the day I turn 31..Went out with darling wifey to Orchard 313 Marche' for a sumptous dinner..It's delicious and nice because it's a treat from Dear!!kekeke..Anw it's a long time since I went Marche' for a meal and I really like the atmosphere cos it's really cosy..I got two presents from Dear and I really like them very much!!

Anw recently, I went to TM M1 and intended to buy Blackberry Storm2..However, when I reached there, the sales girl talk me into buying a iPhone instead and I port Dear's number to the M1 line with the intention to exchange our numbers later..But after much consideration, I decided to pass the iPhone to Dear instead..In the end, just after a few days, I went back to the same place and bought myself the initial Blackberry Storm2 9520 which I had pre order..haha..Well, kind of buying myself a early bday present and a post Valentine present for Dear:)

Just off track abit..Today is my bday and I supposed to take leave but becos of our beloved management insisted on adding extra deployment on Saturday when there is already shortage of manpower, I have to seek assistance from a colleague from other team to cover me while I cover him back another day..Thinking of this, I feel it really sux to the core man..this is so called the work life balance I getting..:( Sometimes I really wonder talk is easy, but why can't they just try it out and feel it..I mean com'on lei, office hours staff already got the weekends off every week, we are working shift and sometimes really need a weekend to company family or wife and they want to take away this from us??!!If want more deployment give more manpower la..

Okok, going back to the topic..Anw I want to take this opportunity to thank you guys and gals for the bday well wishes!!I really appreciate it and touched when saw the messages..You know who you are if anyone of you is reading this..:)

Nice weekend

2010-02-03T09:49:00.003+08:00

Just went a KTV session with my wifey at Party World, Loyang Point..It had been a long time since we last sang together..I think the last time we sang was before our marriage..haha..Anw the singing part was nice and I still love to hear my wife sings..:) Btw I find that singing while sitting down cannot bring out the best of your voice maybe because it is blocking the "dan tian"..So I tried to stand up and sing and indeed it improve quite significantly..However, the time for the package was damn fast, only 3 hours..In the end, we can't finish all the songs we have choosen..sianz..Anw I really enjoy my precious weekend with my wifey!:)
ps: Friends who know me should also know that weekends are rare and usually kena "stunner" with extra duties and stuff..In the end, most of the time it is kena "burnt"..

Back from Hong Kong

2010-01-25T23:24:00.016+08:00

Some random t-shirts

When small meets the BIG

Zara wind breaker..(Looks like biker's jacket when I wear it..hee:p) Vest and shirt Ted Baker shirts
One of the Seafood restaurants in Si Kung

Me with (Ex) Twins

Looking at some video clipsNo introduction required

Seems like he is more handsome but I am taller..*coughs*Leo Ku

Me with Cecilia Cheung

Me with US President (Dun mess with me cos he knows me)*Ahem* Me with the martial art beauty, Michelle Yeoh

Wong Da Sing

Me with you guess who

Me and sister

Me and wifey

Yesterday just came back after a short break from Hong Kong together with my wife and younger sister..The moment we stepped into Hong Kong International Airport, we felt the cool air surrounding us..The temperature was like 15 to 18 degree?? Its machiam like the whole Hong Kong had been switch on with air conditioning..Anw its been a fruitful trip though the first day was like almost going back empty handed except for buying a gigantic lighter for my dad..So at the end of the day, only my wife spent the most on shopping..

On the second day, we went to Wong Dai Sing temple to pray..This was the first time I personally went for a fortune telling which I find it BS because everything he said is BS though he din really said anything bad..It's just the fortune teller said those I already knew..Later part of the day, we make our way to Madame Tussauds which is located at the Peak..I guess most people know where is the Peak if they ever went to Hong Kong before..I can said those wax celebrities were quite real but still can tell the different between the wax and the real stuff..However though, there were some that really looks almost real..eg are Leo Ku and Madonna..Finally made my official shopping and bought a shirt and a vest which I may use for this coming D&D..In the evening went to Si Kung for seafood dinner whereby we had to take a mini bus from Mong Kok..The mini bus driver was like driver from hell but I like it..haha..I think if Singapore got mini bus and the same kind of driver, I will sell away my car cos they actually overtook cars in small roads..

Third day we went shopping again (what else right)..This time round, I bought two short sleeve shirt from Ted Baker when it was on discount..And a few t-shirts at another place..Err, please dun ask me where are the places because I dun really like to remember places..Anw in Hong Kong, shopping malls are everywhere and near to MTR which are quite convenience to tourist who are new there..Lucky for us, I got my brother-in-law to bring us around night markets and malls..

Ps: Special thanks to my brother-in-law for the accomodation and bringing us around during the stay in Hong Kong..:)

Criss Angel ROCKS!!

2010-01-20T21:17:00.002+08:00

I was watching Channel 5 at 9.00op.m. when I came across this Criss Angel Mindfreak show..I been wanting to watch this programme because he have been well known for his incredible and unbelieveable LIVE performance infront of LIVE audiences without any props...For those who know who this guy is I'm talking about, I think you will feel the same as me, he is just AMAZING..He can actually float in thin air above a f**king tree and move objects without touching it..To me, this is no more so-called magic..This is far more AMAZING than magic..I think the rest of the so call magicians out there can just watch his show and squeeze their balls cos magic is just cons and tricks and the purpose??To humor girls at pubs..haha..

Me childish?Yes, no? You decide..But I like..

2010-01-20T09:04:00.004+08:00

Recently, my wife and I went to PS Carefour and saw this Little Pet Shop Monopoly..We both agreed that it's kind of cute because the pawns are different from the rest of the monopoly..Instead of using metal pawns, the pawns are colourful animals like dog, cat, panda bear and a snail??!!haha..Anw I kind of a pet lover myself..Of cos I dun show it by hugging, feeding stray animals, but one thing for sure, I am against animal abuse..However, I never buy it in the first place because it was kind of ex that time (SGD$59.90/-)..Then came one day, when Toy 'r' us sent me an email on the Jan and Feb offer using their Star privilege card, I finally went to the Toy 'r' us located at Tampines Mall and bought one set of Little Pet Shop Monopoly which only cost me SGD$39.90/-..hehe..I know it's kind of childish for me but I remember people saying "There is a child in every heart" or something like that..Ya, I know some people going to ask me "What?! You actually got Toy 'r' us privilege card?" My answer is yes..haha..If anyone wants to buy anything from Toy 'r' us and need the card can always borrow from me..haha..

Long awaited holiday

2010-01-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Last year was a totally no REAL break for me...To me a real break means going somewhere out of here TOTALLY, somewhere of different culture, different people, different scenery..Well, mainly was because my wife previously had a shop..Anw I felt that after the shop closed, we actually felt lesser stress and have more free time to go out during free time (There was totally no private time to go out together when the shop was there)..At least now we can go overseas again without thinking too much except whether can take leave..haha...This time round is Hong Kong again..Yes, AGAIN and this time round the duration is shorter (22 to 25 Jan) cos mainly we knew we surely cheong all the way without stopping!! Nevertheless, I still felt excited cos I heard the weather is cooling there and I have checked the weather forecast for Hong Kong, it's increasing and I hope it won't increase too much, 20 to 22 degree still nice!!! hehe...We plan the next trip is Taiwan (Taipei to be exact)..Anw will update again when I come back from Hong Kong..

Pasta Pasta

2009-12-16T21:22:00.006+08:00

It's been a long time since we cook a meal together..This time we managed to successfully prepare pasta..There is only one word to describe it.."Yummy"..Haha..It's so easy to actually prepare pasta..And the result taste exactly like those in Pasta Mania..Maybe even better cos we prepare it together..hehe..:)

When when when..

2009-11-19T12:07:00.004+08:00

In just a day, I can confirm my impression towards two person..One is cold blooded and not compassionate and the other is not understanding and selfish..Who?My heart knows is enough...Defintely not my family and my friends..I just know the world is round and what comes around goes around..Sometimes I really pity these people who think so highly of themselves. The only thing I can see in them is their pretentious and ego, SO self centred..

Chao Ji Bai CCB Oops

2009-11-06T21:27:00.004+08:00

I simply love this song after hearing it..Especially when you feeling down and wanted to scold someone but then THERE IS NO ONE FOR YOU TO SCOLD...hahaha..Hope after hearing this song, those people feeling down will bring laughter to your current mood!!Enjoy!!>.<

Past, Present and Future happenings!!

2009-10-28T17:51:00.002+08:00

This month had been happening..There had been two weddings, one chalet and lastly not forgetting my younger sister ROM which was the last event..Also I just bought a PS3 AFTER much thought..Yes, when I decided to buy something which cost a few hundred bucks, I have to think quite awhile, sometimes, it takes a few days and in most extreme cases, takes a few months to finally decide on buying without feeling hard pain on my pocket..And the decision to FINALLY buy a PS3 took me a few weeks especially after I played with my friends (in a drunkard state) at the recent chalet..haha..Anw my wife and I are planning for a trip to Hong Kong..Yes, again..haha..But given that this year I did not go overseas at all, it is a plan which we are looking forward to..It will be somewhere in January 2010 but I have to inform my supervisor before I apply leave because there is no such thing as "xian1 zhan3 hou4 zhou4"(this is what I heard from current colleagues.) Anw I am still looking forward to my new post!!:)

Farewell Chalet?

2009-10-14T10:25:00.003+08:00

On 12/10/09, I went to the Downtown East Chalet which was organised by my ex team mates..It was a so-call farewell chalet for those who had left the team but I felt that though I had left the team, my heart will always with Team Alpha which I cannot deny..To be frank, this job has been the longest permanent job I got since I started working in 1995..And I have join the organisation since Nov 2003 and since then attached to Team Alpha..So may I ask how can I forget the memories I have even though some of my seniors had left the team? Answer is I can't..To me Team Alpha is a team free of politics and double face (of cos except for one or two blacksheeps) But still, we are able to unite as one and counter all the minority blacksheeps around and won the battle..I really miss the friends who had taught and guide me along the way when I was in the team..Some maybe junior we still share knowledge together..I hope the Team Alpha spirit won't disperse after we leave the team..Anw thanks alot to the guys who have organised the chalet and make it happen especially Andy, Gerald, Fazli, Ang, etc..The whole event was fantastic!!Makes me feels like home again..(2nd home..hahaha)..Hope this is not the last outing we have and I pray for more to come in future..Take care guys..:)

Restaurant City

2009-09-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

These few days been playing with Restaurant City which is one of the applications in Facebook..Anw been hooked to it since my wife intro to me..Though it may seem abit of childish taking into consideration my age, but I am able to past my time playing with it..
Anw some updates..I sent an email to my hr dept to update them about my posting in case they 'forget' about it or 'act blur'..I hope they will send me a reply, at least, to tell me they are pending or watever rather than having me thinking whether are they doing anything about it..you know what i mean?

Light at the end of the tunnel 2??

2009-09-18T10:04:00.007+08:00

Yesterday while I was at work, went to check email as usual..Suddenly one of the messages caught my eye instantly..It was an email sent by the dept which I have applied..My heart was beating fast because I was afraid of rejection..Because if that really happens, my heart will sink because I know I have no where to go since that is the only dept I am truely interested in should I want to continue to work happily and with motivation..The moment I saw the message in the email, I was delighted because it mentioned something about they had informed the HR side regarding my posting which I presume should be successful??!! The next thing that comes straight to my mind is the manpower issue because I know that it will usually require to wait for a long while before my posting is confirm if there is enough manpower..Nevertheless, I am excited and looking forward to the new posting!! Wish me luck, my fellow friends and colleagues!!:)

Light at the end of the tunnel is here?

2009-09-14T18:06:00.003+08:00

For some close friends, they knew about my application..Well, there hasn't been any news until I heard from my previous supervisor yesterday that the dept had contacted him but he did not give me any details and told me that he had informed the dept that I have been transferred to another team..So in between, I do not know what is their conversation..Can't think much right now, cos the more I hope for it, the more disappointed I am if I did n0t get in..Guess I have to follow the flow for now..:(

Doppelganger

2009-09-05T11:59:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night after I fetch my wife home at about 10pm plus, she went to have a bath..After that I went downstairs to shift my vehicle..Then when I came up and the moment I step into the house, I saw my wife standing at the bedroom doorstep looking at me and walked into our bedroom..SO I thought she had finished her bath and I took my clothing which I placed in the living room earlier with the intention to go to the bathroom to have my bath..Then I noticed that the bathroom door was locked and I knocked and my wife was still in the bathroom!!And guess what, when she came out, she was wearing exactly the same outfit with the "person" whom I saw earlier!! Then I told her about it and she mentioned something about "Doppelganger" which was a bad omen. Today I checked on Yahoo and there were really cases of doppelganger which meant a double of a living person and when seeing own doppelganger or doppelganger of the friend or relative means something bad is going to happen or a bad omen..This is the first time happened..Hopefully I am just imaging things last night and not the one mentioned..
PS: Right after the incident while having dinner with my wife, I got choked on the food I was eating and was nearly out of breathe..Luckily, I was able to get out of it...Is it a sign or something? I guess no one knows..

Prison Break

2009-09-02T10:12:00.005+08:00

Recently, I have been catching Prison Break Season IV on DVD together with my wife every night..I know Channel 5 had just cast it not long ago, however, due to my work schedule, I was unable to catch the full episodes..Hence, I bought the DVD so that I can watch it without missing one episode because it's a show you really cannot miss..Every episode comes with a properly planned scene and by watching it, you can see the wisdom in the lead actors especially Michael Scotfield, Lincoln Burrows and Alexander Mahone..Of cos not forgetting Sara Tancredi, Scotfield's girlfriend, who stood side by side with him during the whole PB seasons...This is a highly recommended serial for people who likes to watch English serial and have not watch it yet..You will defintely glued to your television after you finished your 1st episode of PB because you definitely won't fall asleep watching..I give 5/5 stars for this serial..
ps: For friends who knew me, I never commented on any English serial before..So you can expect this to be worth watching and maybe can thank me for introducing such a excellent serial after watching?hehehe..:P
Anw you have to watch from Season I to IV to know the full story..But dun worry, once you are glued to it, it doesn't matter how many episodes you are going to watch because you will feel it's always so short..Like the saying goes "Happy hours past by fast"

Officially out

2009-08-29T16:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday marks the last day at team..Though my official date transfering to other team is on 31/08/09..Kind of mixed feeling leaving the team..Partially it's sad because I have since been in that team since I join the organisation in Nov 2003..So got some thoughts about leaving the team..However, as years goes by, most of the seasoned team mates aka "kakis" had left since and newer people have joined the team..So changing team might not be a bad idea..But there are still some people I will miss after leaving them (not the team supervisor, of cos)..Luckily I still get to see them since we are still working under the same building, so i guess that is only the consolation..Just wanna wish those who are still in the team to take care of themselves and for me, I will see how it goes in the new team as I have made some plans..If possible, I would love to leave the place altogether since like one of friend mentioned that since we are changing environment, might as well apply for other dept and I agreed with him..But for me, I won't stay at the same div, if there is a choice..Hopefully I can get good news from my current applications SOON! Anw wish me luck in the new team for now..

I think I really have Gout:(

2009-08-28T20:03:00.003+08:00

Today, I brought my dad for checkup at polyclinic and at the same time, I went to take my lab report on my blood test for my gout result which I took in July and also to take medicine as my right toe joint hurts AGAIN! The report is out and the doc said that my blood is normal..I told him that my right toes joint hurts again and he told me that blood test cannot test whether I did really have gout..So this got me thinking in the first place why the first doc asked me to go for a blood test?! So in the end the doc told me that there still can be a possibility of me having gout and he prescribe me some medicine to reduce pain and for gout..Think I have to watch my diet from today onwards...Damn sianz..:(

Just A Thought

2009-08-19T10:50:00.003+08:00

I was thinking of this while I was warded in hospital..Will my organisation investigate thorougly whether I got this H1N1 during the course of work..eg,through some idiotic complt or subjects..Because all I knew was no one in my family got this virus and they are all well and healthy(which I am glad)..So I presume 99% is I got this during course of work..Before I got this virus, I went for a in service training and went out for a movie after that at Suntec with my colleagues and all were well after that..I still went for work the next two days and everything was fine..After I returned home and slept till the evening and woke up to watch the NDP, it was then the funny feeling came and the next day fever came and so on..So this makes me wonder whether my organisation will at least bear some responsibility when coming to bearing the cost of the hospitalisation bill?Will they compensate me for the suffering and pain I had endured when I was warded (Going through all the blood test is no joke especially when so many needles poking into my veins!)Will they?!Or will they just let the matter pass with a pathetic hamper?This I wonder..................

I am back!

2009-08-17T17:40:00.006+08:00

Finally, after 4 nights stay at Singapore Grand Hotel (SGH), I am back at home..The first 2 nights I was inserted with oxygen through my nose as I had difficulty in breathing..At the same time, I was being poked by countless of needles for blood tests and such..It was a torture man, especially the 2nd day when I was tested positive after a swab test, I was transfered to the isolation ward where I was kena poked by needle on my artery near to right my wrist for about 3 times!!!And you know what, the female doc who poked me cannot find the right spot, that is why she poked me 3 times..I also observed there was not much blood being drawn out in the tube..SO later in the day, another nurse came and told me there was blood clot in the earlier blood test and required to draw one more time and I said "Oh shit"..She told me I am a man and should bear the pain..So i told her about the doc and she said she will have 3 times of chances then!*Faint*..However, this time she was more professional and one time settled..On the third night, I was much better and they took out the oxygen tube..However, I must say the food was not as bad as I imagine except that the tv programmes were limited..Lucky for me, there was a laptop to keep me occupied..However, I seldom use it and normally will go to bed early at night..And no, I din see or hear or dream of any "momo"..so dun ask me..maybe it's because lunar 7th months is still a few days away bah..In conclusion, I was totally restless and 90% of the time, I was lying on my bed even when having my meal, etc..I miss my family and wife and my family pet, Riko..Finally, I am back but was told to quarantine myself another 2 days to prevent any spreading..So I have to go back to the sofa which accompany me during the initial stage of fever..hahaha..
ps: I was given mc till 23/08/09...So is it a disguise in blessing??At last, I took a loooooong break from my work and you know what? I simply love it!But I felt sorry for the DO this month because I heard that is another colleague who is also currently warded..
To the DO, dun worry, August is coming to an end!!

Sick, MC and Hospitalise for the current trend...........H1N1!

2009-08-14T13:06:00.007+08:00

Recently, I was down with fever, cough and breathlessness and immediately self quarantine myself from my wife as I know H1N1 can happen to me due to my course of work..Hence, I went to see a nearest GP after the NDP holiday. Was given 2 days of MC and was told to go back if still feeling unwell due to the recent H1N1..Well, initially thought, maybe I won't be so 'lucky' to kena it..However, after the 2 days MC, my fever really did not go down and so I went back to the same GP again and told him my symptoms after I seen him..He then advised me to proceed to either CGH or SGH for x ray checkup while he will write a referral letter and I went ahead with the company of my mum(For some reason, that day seems like my heart pant extremely fast even standing up and sitting down)..When reached SGH, was given a x ray and told to stay for observation for suspected H1N1..Actually, I expected that already cos of the 4 days of up and down fever..SO right now, I am still in SGH typing this..Thanks to my wife who been so kind to bring the laptop for me to use..Not forgetting my wonderful mum who had been with me all along..And my both sisters and colleagues who have shown their concern..The one thing which I feel glad is that my family are all well and sound ( I have told them to see a doc immediately and take Tamiflu tablet from the doc based on my history IF such incident really happened) There is another thing which I am glad I did the moment I got the symptoms is that I have self quarantine myself from my wife and slept in the living room for about 4 nights before admitted to SGH..Face mask were used in the process..hehee...(Really hope it works and nothing happen to my family)
ps: Before I can complete this blog entry properly, the doctor already told me result is POSITIVE! Pls dun stay away from me because of this illness!!My guess is that I kena from some irresponsible bast****/bit*hes who knew they were sick still call for us,,,

I'm Out

2009-08-05T13:57:00.005+08:00

Recently, there were news on reshufflement and news is that my colleagues are out instead of me..Today got a call from two of my friends who told me I am the one who is going to other team..What an irony...Anw I find that it might not be a bad thing afterall except I have to plan my schedule in the initial stage when I transfer there..Hopefully my new boss will not be the same pattern as my current one..haha..

Kena Arrowed

2009-07-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

Nabei, just received a sms by my direct supervisor to take charge of a project..KNN..Kena arrowed even when I am not in team..WTF man..Anw my motto for this project is"Anyhow do, anyhow submit"..You may ask me why am I saying this..It is because I feel it's a total waste of time doing such project...Too many reasons to list down here..I really think this project is just to meet some stupid quota only and nothing else..One word for it *BULLSHIT*..
Ps: For people who know, the project starts with 'W'..

Finally coming to an end

2009-07-26T16:39:00.004+08:00

Finally, July is coming to an end..I have been on loan to other department BUT doing the same job which is even worse than what I imagined..Been working for every week from Tues to Sat from 2pm-10pm since the start of July..It may seem a short timing but if you really try it out, you will get to know what I mean by TIRED!!I am telling you, reporting for work at 2pm is no joke especially when the sun is scorching hot which makes me so fu*king lethargic..Before I was on loan, I heard that even on my off days on Sun and Mon, I might be call back for extra duty which they will/will not pay back which I am not sure..But lucky for me, I was not call back during these past off days..Anw during this period when I am on loan, I get to learnt other teams culture and their supervisors "pattern"..Really feel some of them are "over protecting" their men and I am always kena "pin point" for NOTHING...Hopefully this is the first and last time I am going to do this type of shift again..I am so sick of my job now..Sux...;(

I having Gout!?

2009-07-21T18:17:00.006+08:00

Yesterday morning, I was awoken by the pain caused by my right big toe for no apparent reason..Initially I thought it will go away in the later part of the day but I was wrong..In the end I had to inform my team that I have to take MC for today because the pain was unbearable whenever I step onto the ground and I only have to walk limping..So today, I went to polyclinic LIMPING and saw a GP who told me that I may have gout which is also known as uric acid..She suggested to me for a blood test which I agreed and took on the same day..I was told to see a doctor a week later for the result..My father had gout and is under medication and I do not know whether I inherit from him or it was due to my daily food habit..I managed to search the web and find out the definition of "Gout"..Click on the link if you are interested to find out.. http://www.labtestsonline.org/understanding/conditions/gout.html cos it will be dry if I paste the whole meaning here..Hopefully medication the GP prescribe to me can reduce my pain now..
ps: I was given 2 days of MC and this is the first time since I work at my current job which I was given 2 days of MC straight..Sorry for the inconvenience caused to the DO..

Cont'd

2009-07-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

Today, I had met up with my boss and told him straight about my application for external posting and as expected, he said he needed someone who is keen on the admin officer post..Hence, he said thank you to me..So in the end, it's back to square one..Hopefully I have make the right choice by staying in the team and make it out someday..:P

Dilemma

2009-07-13T22:10:00.003+08:00

Just got a news I am one of the candidates for Admin officer post in my dept..I have heard of this news from someone before but I was waiting for confirmation only and did not know it is true until the actual Admin officer called me today..Anw my heart was 50/50 about going there and I told her straight..50% reluctant because
1) I WILL definitely miss my team if I am choosen
2) I can predict the "shit" job up there
3) I got other application with other dept which not many knew about it (but I will tell the boss frankly if he choose me)
And the 50% interested are because
1) I believed if I do well, I might be appreciated in whatever way which is MUCH more better than my current boss
2) I will get to have weekends and PH off which especially PH have the possibilities of extra duty and I dread MOST!!
3) I can plan my time better??
4) No more night shift!!I don't actually dread night shift but I only hate to do RB which I think is the most time wasting thing to do!!
5) No more talking to nonsense people and explaining nonsense to them which sometimes they already knew but insist on doing their way!! Damn stupid...hehehe..:p
6) No more white files?!!hahaha..

Hmm..So based on the above reasons on reluctant/interest, I guessed maybe I should give it a try??But I will tell the boss I got other application and if he is still knee to "hire" me, I will be more glad than to accept but if not then so be it..Hahaha..Nothing to lose for me though..:)
Anyone got any comments or suggestions, please tell me SOON!!

Just bored

2009-07-06T23:44:00.004+08:00

Just went to JB yesterday with my friend..Anw i find that the fashion and trend are similar to us EXCEPT that they are cheaper..especially the petrol..WHY??Why the petrol goes up in a time like this??Electric bills also goes UP!!!!What are they thinking??Economic better now??Commoners like us getting richer????GST rebate of $200/- machiam ALOT???Damn..

Happy 1st Year Anniversary dEaR!

2009-06-27T14:02:00.012+08:00

Today is our 1st Year Anniversary since we ROM..Time really flies fast..It doesn't take much a few blink of the eye and a year has come..During the past one year, it was blissful to have her around..Yea, we do quarrel sometimes because I cannot possibly say we were so loving for 365 days round the clock and I cannot deny there were times when we had our disagreements over certain issues, be it big or small, but we are able to settle it by the next following day..This is, I guess, a norm for a married couple..However, I still do hope we can preserve these moments and many more to come so that when our hair turn white, we can think back on the lovely moments we have now..:)

Anw went to Suntec City last night to have a mini celebration..Reached Suntec at about 10plus and went to buy movie tickets for Transformer2..After that, we rushed down to the basement 1 hoping to fill our stomaches with some nice food..However, almost all the restaurant was closed except for New York New York..It was 10.24p.m. and was told last order at 10.30p.m. so we quickly placed our orders and our meals before the movie starts which was 11.15p.m...So you can imagine how we munch on our food..haha..Anw the dinner and movie went well and simple..But I believed it was not the food or the movie but the company and thought which round up the whole celebration smoothly..:)

ps: Transformer2 was up to my expectation though some people may think otherwise..Cheers:)

Forte in Rally!!

2009-06-20T00:48:00.005+08:00

I can't believe my eyes when I saw my 2nd "wife" taking part in Rally..Happened to see it when browsing through some Forte forum..haha..Now I am feeling even proud of her..hehe..:)

Taking a breather

2009-06-07T15:15:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since I last brought my wife out because she has been working non stop as she is currently manning her own manicure shop in Far East Plaza..Recently just managed to take breather at East Coast park at night after her work..It was a short walk and chat but the atmosphere was nice and the weather was good and windy..I find that it was actually nice to take a walk with yr love ones once in awhile..It may recapture some fond momeries at times when you were at a place before..My next outing with her should be watching movie bahh cos our anniversary coming soon and after her work only left cinema which is the last place to close at night..Looking for a nice movie to watch..Hmmm..

Gathering

2009-06-07T15:00:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I last saw my ex colleagues..Yesterday managed to meet up at a pub for a chat and casual drink..Though the timing was short as I had to go back early but I was happy to see them again..I remembered the last meet up should be during one of our female colleague wedding in Dec last year? The moment I saw them, I recalled the times we had together when we were still in the same team in year 2003 to 2006? I believed that was the most memorable times I had during my time in my current job..I guessed I won't have the same memorable time now as compared to those days..It was just too bad that this is part of life..People comes and goes..Everyone will have to think for themselves in term of making choices in their career path and we can't possibly expect them to stay at a post for too long when they have the chance to explore to new environment where they prefer right? As for me, I am still hoping to see light at the end of the tunnel..Looking forward to next gathering, whenever possible..

Eat Grass

2009-06-05T19:38:00.003+08:00

Just got the news that there will not be any bonus in July for Civil servant..This news comes for a shock to me (at least)..Not because I do not know about the current recession but I do not understand why?Why, in this situation, I still remember they emphasize on spending so as to keep the economic moving..How, in this kind of situation, they still failed to give out bonus to civil servant when they are considered one of the majority of working class and hence, they are the potential people who are willing to spend to increase the GDP..Now that they won't be getting their bonuses, how on earth are they going to spend and increase the GDP and improve the economic?Haiz...I predicted due to this, the time for the recession to recover will take a longer period as lesser people will be spending and they will think thrice when spending...There will be more problems arising due to this which I don't wish to mention here..Is it a clever or bad (stupidity) move? Only time will tell....

New Laptop

2009-05-31T18:39:00.002+08:00

Guess what? This topic was written using my new laptop given as a freebie together with my SJQ!!hahaha..Went to Starhub today to search for mobile broadband cos thought it will be cheaper as I have all 3 subscription with them (hp, maxonline and SCV)...But darn, have to extend my maxonline or hp line in order to get a $19/- (estimated) monthly subscription for MB...Too bad, mine isn't eligible for extension so the staff informed me that I still have to pay about $27/- per month which is still cheaper than normal price..So I went to Singtel thinking that it may have a better deal..And yes indeed..Though the price is also about the $19/- but I do not have to extend contract BUT it had a limit usage of only 30GB...So I called up my friend and he informed me that he took M1 plan which has unlimited usage..SO yoy know what happened next right? I went straight to M1 after that and YES, I saw a promotion of $15.70/- per month with unlimited usage with no other condition..So eventually I signed up for the plan..haha..So now I can surf net using a laptop le..wahaha..abit mountain turtle, I know...hee..:)
ps: The price I mentioned above is only for 1 Mbps..Though not THAT fast but still enough for me to surf, blog and chat..haha

Goodbye SFY...

2009-05-21T14:01:00.002+08:00

Recently, I just part with my first "wife"..She had been companying me to and fro from work and leisure for the past 3 years 8 months and 12 days...I will miss her...For now, I just hope my second "wife" will be better than her because I traded in for her with my first "wife"..Anw I forgot to take photos of my first "wife"..damn..Wonder where is she now?In a scrapyard?:(

All in the Mind

2009-05-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

It's 12/05/2009 0640hrs, I was awake before my handphone sounds the alarm..I switched it to 0650hrs and when near to the time, I switched it to 0700hrs..Finally, I sms my colleague asking whether he still want to go IPPT and his reply is "follow you lei.."I wanted to find an excuse not to go (although I was the one who suggested it) And so I asked him whether his side is going to rain since he stayed somewhere near the test centre..And reply is "...nice for running.."something like that..And I thought for awhile and replied him "See you there.."Although it was quite reluctant, I still went to wash up and drag myself and met him at the test centre..This is a once a year physical training test aka IPPT which I believed most of us hate it most!? Furthermore, this time round, it was only me and him..Haiz..As usual, the first 4 stations went through smoothly and I knew I have to maintain my morale there and keep up the pace during the "killer" which was the 2.4km run..While my colleague went for some kind of cycling test..So I was the only one in my team to run..Sad right..However, this year I was in Cat Y1 catergory which means I can have more time to complete my run..hehe..So with that thought in mind, I went on with the run..And guess what, I managed to complete the run and managed to get a silver. As usual, without stopping..I guess it's all in the mind when you have to go through this alone..I believe it goes the same when you have to handle certain issues in life..Just remember "It's all in the mind"..If you think you can make it, you will defintely make it..It is just a matter of time..
ps: My colleague also passed and I am glad we went for the IPPT that day because I dun have to think for it for the next one year..Haha..:)

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2009-03-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

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My Bloody Valentine

2009-03-05T13:38:00.003+08:00

Just watched this movie 2 days ago at Vivo GV together with my wifey..Not really a fantastic moive but I watched it because of the 3D effect experience..Have to wear a special glasses throughout the whole show and in the process, the glasses caused discomfort to my ears..Guess GV has to look into this matter..Effect was ok..Better den normal movie..However, once you wear the glasses, you cannot really take care of your belongings because it is so dark especially with the glasses on..So guys when you watch 3D movie please take care of your belongings..^^

Chance

2009-03-02T18:33:00.003+08:00

Recently, I casually asked my friend who work in another department under the same organisation whether they have any vacancy. I got a immediate reply to ask me to send my Resume to him as there is a vacant post at the moment..Haha..Though it may be casual but I must say this is a chance for me to finally leave my dull and boring place where life is begining to be just "black and white" and not as lively as before..Though the chance may not be that strong but I will just give it a try..It may be more hectic in the new place but I am ready..Ready to leave the current place and towards a new working environment, anytime...^^

Boycott

2009-02-26T13:15:00.005+08:00

Ever since our "beloved" supervisor announced that everyone (same or above my post) have t0 attend morning briefing, ALMOST EVERYONE have since started to boycott him by not buying food at night and morning, and also lesser conversation with him(we will normally ask him whether he want any food PREVIOUSLY because no matter what he is our supervisor)...I guessed he has realised that we are "up" to something and I realised he has since been less talkative and usually he WILL have to call someone to buy for him (so that person "lan lan" but we understand because bobian he still our supervisor)..Nowadays, he will finish his food with less talking and MIA after that.. His face seldom got any facial expression except for "black".. haha.. I guess right now, he only want to wait for his pension and get the f**k out only.. Regarding the morning briefing thingy, I guess he don't care whether we boycott him anot, he will still continue to plan his stooopid monthly roster on the morning briefing every beginning of a new month...But anyway who cares, if my turn, I will go lor but buy food for him?? NO WAY!!Because he don't deserve it!!^^

Cerato Forte

2009-02-22T17:21:00.002+08:00

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Experience

2009-02-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

Just came back from PSA Dragon Boat Competition not long ago..Well, I was selected to row for Mixed Team Final consisting of 4 women and 6 men..Came in 5th out of 6th..We lost, ya..Sad we did not win medal (but it was my first time ok ^^)..Anyway, our team Men's Final won the second place and it was great race among other divisons..Congrats to them..^^

ps: There is a big different between training and competition..In water tides and the tension..Maybe next time if there is a chance, I believe I can do better.

Competition

2009-02-18T19:51:00.003+08:00

Finally, after 5 times of training (I know it's not alot), tomorrow is the Dragon Boat Competition among Divisions..Though I still do not know whether I will be selected to row (cos there are many other professionals in my team), I will still support my team!! Hopefully we are able to win some medals back!!^^

Transfer

2009-02-15T16:10:00.003+08:00

Well, another guy from my team is going to a secretive world tomorrow just like one of my ex colleague..I should congrat him to having to able to leave our current supervisor..Hope he can do well over that side..Good luck bro..^^

MLM

2009-02-12T21:32:00.003+08:00

MLM..It stands for Multi Level Marketing..It was a so-called self employement business which was already in market since a long time ago..Many people have actually gained and suffered from MLM..Actually according to my friend, it was illegal as it was similar to a business method known as Pyramid a long time ago..Because it was banned by our government, perhaps that is why they change it to MLM..To me MLM is just a mindset for people to earn many times money compared to what they are earning now or previously, in short, to earn quick money..However, they never really think, is there really such a good lobang? Are you doing the right thing when you ask your friends or their friends to join? Can you guarantee they can earn or take back their capital which they fork out in the first place(Because I know most MLM requires people to buy their so called products before they can become a member)? Will you feel guilty if your friends failed? Will your friends still be friends if they failed or will they drift away from you when the so called business turn sour? I strongly believe wealth is earn through proper channel by getting a proper job and by saving up(and perhaps trying a little luck on 4D occassionally for me..hehe)..But to have a mindset on earning quick money and earning big bucks in a short time requires some sacrifices, like your friends etc(like what I mentioned earlier when things turn sour)..So better think twice before you decide on pouring your hard earned money into this so called business as you might not reap what you sow..^^

Stoopid, Idiotic and Lazy

2009-02-07T20:26:00.003+08:00

I have been working since I was 15 year old, as part time and full time staff for various companies..But this is the first time I ever seen the most stupid, idiotic and lazy supervisor ever in my whole life..I guess I will never meet another one like him again(hopefully) because he is the extreme..All he did every time he goes to work is to sit at counter, talk c*ck, talk about his "glamourous" history, his (low) intelligence son studying in RI (Retarded Institution, I guess) and then ask who is going to buy food (for him)!? At first, I still can tahan all his nonsense but recently, he has gave us (my position and above) some "pattern" and that is to attend a morning briefing at HQ after our night shift!! I mean what the heck right? Usually, he will be the one who sleeps about 5am while we are still working or awake..In the end, we (the one working) have to attend the morning briefing on his behalf??Where is the world coming to? I know he is going to pension soon but this is really too much..I "really" hope his precious son won't let him down and he get his pension without any problem..Always remember Heaven has eyes too..^^

Day 2 of Training (for me)

2009-02-05T14:32:00.003+08:00

Today marks the day 2 of my training..As usual, kena f**k..haha..but what the heck, who never kena f**k before in their whole life? So just take it easy lo..Perhaps my current job already made me immune to all the "f**king" session because I met too many nonsense people and sometimes I also f**k people when I got fed up of their nonsense? Haha..So I know how it feels when a person got angry when you cannot reach their expectation..I guess we all have to learn to let go after the incident and not take it to heart because most of the time it is for our own good (depending on situation)..Anw I predicted there will be more "f**king" and tougher sessions for the upcoming training so I must keep myself mentally prepare..Maybe I must think like a Commando now??^^

Dragon Boat Training

2009-02-03T18:44:00.003+08:00

Today is the first day AND first time I went for a Dragon Boat training..The day started with running..Running was ok..BUT when I ran halfway I realised that my legs will somehow, no matter what, hurt at both joints at the kneel cap after long distance running..However, I persevered to the end..Nothing happen after the run..(For your info, it was more than 2.4km)..BUT when it came to dragon boat rowing, I think I suck at it but still I want to get a feel of it and managed to get a hand of it at the end of the day though not perfectly correct stroke..Anw Rome is not build in a day too right, so I guess that is why it is called TRAINING!haha..Then there comes the pain, my both joints at my kneel cap..In the end I have to walk limping now after the training..Hopefully it will heal in two days time because I got another training again..^^

ps: Anw the training is for a sea sports carnival which will takes place in 19/02/09.. Hopefully I won't let the team down..

Undecisive

2009-02-02T22:08:00.005+08:00

Been thinking whether to change my "wife" because it has been 3 years 4 months and 26 days since we are together..Not because I dun love "her" anymore and not because "she" is causing any problems..But somehow, I predicted there will be many unforesee problems arising as years goes by..So I can only choose to utilise the cost on repairing, replacement and servicing or to use it on a new "wife" on monthly instalments..However, this time round IF I were to find a new "wife", I will most probably find a Japanese "wife" because should be more lasting and lesser problems than my current Korean "wife" in long run. I have tried to calculate the cost and most probably it is best if I can "divorce" my current "wife" during our 4 to 5 years anniversary..Hopefully we won't feel sad when we part that day..Anw all these are my assumptions..Maybe in the end I will not "divorce" her?? ^^

Pre CNY (Part 2)

2009-01-22T13:11:00.004+08:00

Taking leave on CNY is such a simple thing to many people BUT not to my occupation due to lack of manpower.Although I may seem to have manage to take leave for my CNY but it does not come easy..My colleagues have been asking for my permission to let them have the leave on the CNY 2nd day which is my 1st shift of work but I really cannot because I have yet to see my wife relatives and she is going to bring me to them and I have promised her.. Although my colleagues are okay with my reason but turning them down does not mean I feel good at all...This is basically one of my reasons why I want to get out of my current job and perhaps change to office hours so that I can have a proper off during festive seasons to keep my family company and at the same time not offending anyone at work..Hopefully you guys understand.

ps: Anw I got the feeling if one person take MC I might still have to go back to work...It s**k big time when I think of that!

Pre CNY

2009-01-18T23:50:00.003+08:00

Finally I am able to spring clean today. Did some CNY shopping also but nothing much bought..Just some normal tibits and drinks because we know not much people coming also and mostly all the tibits and drinks will be finish by us in the end..Hahaha..Anw bought 4D for last wed, sat and today BUT all the numbers never come out...Haiz, thought can have a "huat huat" CNY with pocket full full but in the end spend more money...Damn.. Anw 4D is really not for me, I guess..Eventually finding a better job (preferably with better salary) is my goal..^^
ps: Wishing all the Chinese folks have a Happy CNY and HUAT AR!!

Granny (Final)

2009-01-14T16:16:00.006+08:00

Just came home from Bright Hill Temple after my grandma's cremation..It was sad..Sad not solely because she is gone but because knowing that she had so many great grandchildren but not of them really take the death seriously..Maybe it was because they doesn't get the kind of love which my grandma gave me and my sister when we were young?Anyway heard from my mum mentioned that my nephew's girlfriend who has 'yin' yang' eyes saw my grandma came back for dinner last night and when my mum and her sisters and brother were discussing, my grandma's daughter-in-law from THAT family told them not to discuss anymore..(Those who knew what I was talking about perhaps know why she does not want to discuss it)
I hope my grandma can rest in peace now. She will be always in my heart....

Granny (Part 2)

2009-01-10T12:24:00.006+08:00

I heard my home telephone started to ring early in the morning at about 6 plus. I was still in bed at that time and I overheard my mum talking over the phone. I knew my grandma had passed away in the wee hours around 4 plus. For those who had read my post earlier, this news doesn't come unexpected. However though, I still think back what she had contributed to many, especially her children and grandchildren. If without the ungracious act of chasing her out of the house by the ungrateful son and daughter-in-law in the first place, I believe my grandma will still be welcoming us this coming CNY. I am wondering now; do the ungrateful son, her daughter-in-law and their so call filial children feel guilty for her death? I believe my grandma did not really passed away peacefully knowing that her own son did this to her. Anyway, I do pray my grandma can rest in peace and forget the unhappy incidents that had happened to her when she was alive and perhaps she will find a better family to reincarnate in her next life.

Vulnerable

2009-01-05T09:32:00.003+08:00

Today I received news that one of my male cousin passed away. He was handicapped before he was gone and heard he passed away in the morning in bed at home. Previously, I had came across alot of such incidents but it actually happened to one my relatives whom I known and I suddenly realise life is so vulnerable. One can be alive in a moment and gone in another moment without much symptoms. I guess I should treasure the people around me especially my family members because today you cannot predict what is going to happen tomorrow.

New Year Resolution

2009-01-01T13:51:00.004+08:00

2009 has finally arrived..My New Year Resolution are as follows:
1) To save as much money as I can..If possible to EARN as much as I can..(But I know I can't because I am still stuck in this stupid stagnant job with stagnant salary)
2) To quit my current job as soon as I get my retention bonus!!(But have to wait till November 2009:(...)
3) To plan for a Customary wedding by end of December so that I can do it on 2010)
4) To change a new car!!!Preferably a Honda Euro R..(My wife just nag me said she wants it in PINK..which sadly I have already promised her before my ROM..;(...)
5) To have a Xiao Leng or Xiao Adeline!!

New handphone

2008-12-28T22:25:00.003+08:00

Recently my Samsung U600 handphone just suddenly died on me.. The touch screen cannot touch liao..Damn..It's been a week that I finally bought a new Sony Ericsson T700 handphone..Yes, I know it is a old model but I bought it for the sake of a new handphone (though I got a spare Nokia hp which I can't remember the model cos it's old too but TOUGH) So I am thinking might as well sign up a new line. In the end I went to Starhub and signed up a new line. So YES, I, again, got two lines. I will annonuce my new number in due time. And YES, I will cancel the current line in 7 months time.^^

NY Eve

2008-12-26T19:47:00.002+08:00

Just got to know I have to work on NY Eve which I had supposed to take leave. But anyway I agreed to work since I got my fair share of enjoyment on X'mas Eve and also under the "bo bian" act. I knew I could not escape work in the end. Anw I choose to work for the eve duty rather than going back to normal shift work. Not because I want more adventure but I just hate the thought of going back to shift. It just sucks big time..

X'mas Eve

2008-12-25T23:46:00.005+08:00

I was lucky that I did not kena duty this X'mas Eve but was told to do another duty on X'mas day itself. Anyhow, I am not going to talk about that lame duty. Since it was so RARE for me NOT working on X'mas Eve, and it so happened my friend called me and "jio" me go out. So I decided to join him and his girlfriend together with my wife. Went to Orchard for awhile just to eat "Rabbit" sharkfin at Lucky Plaza. Not staying there long because I know what is going to happen next in the later hours. None which interests me. Anw we went Crazy Hours near Keong Siak Road. It was a chillout pub and we had some games and it got abit craizer at the later part. The night really went well with just the right friend at the right time..^^

Reality

2008-12-23T16:54:00.003+08:00

I should have known it. Result is out for my application and was unsuccessful. Anw I did not give high hopes for this application because I somehow or rather know they will be biased when come to qualification coming from different institution. (Or maybe due to some other reasons which I dunno??Or maybe I failed the Psychometric Test so they think I am a Psycho??OMG) Anw I guess I have to keep on moving and continue to find other job offers now. I will never feel reluntant to leave my current job if there is a new opportunity for me. For my friends who knew which position I had applied, too bad my application was "stillbirth" even before meeting the interview board, so you can see the reality of life. It is never easy to climb a ladder from a "ikan bilis" to a managerial level. However, still, you have my moral support if any of you are interested to apply in future.. I will never give up hope in trying to find a new path for myself..:)

X'mas

2008-12-23T11:36:00.003+08:00

While everyone is preparing for the holiday, I am hoping it pass by sooner. Why?Because I am working on that day. Don't wish to talk much now because one of friends told me my blog has become a complain blog. Haha..Only people in my shoe will understand..:)

MC

2008-12-22T13:14:00.003+08:00

Finally, my last decision was to take MC..What to do, I am really sick. I was actually thinking of going to work today but I really can't because I AM SICK. However, when I told my colleague that I want to take MC, he told me that there were other colleagues on OS, MC and Leave due to special reason which I accepted and I believed the management will accept if they are HUMANE enough..However, he doesn't seem to care and in the end I had to tell him I informed our supervisor and to let him make the decision today. This makes me wonder, is there any welfare today?I am sick but machiam like I cannot take MC. I know roughly what will happen. The management may recall people back to cover the manpower etc. But again what the hell, because I want them to know also, we are human, not robots and we cannot be possibly act like we are content and healthy and continue to work. Too bad I got only one day MC..^^

Sick

2008-12-21T11:59:00.004+08:00

It's been so long since I last fall sick. I can't remember when was the last time too. But I think this time is because of the numerous duties which I had done and by thinking of more upcoming duties makes me even more sick. Had a high fever and sore throat last night and it did not seems to be better even after I took some panadols. Yet the management do not seems to understand that they are actually torturing us everyday. Still thinking whether I should take MC tomorrow. Haiz..I am fcuking sick and tired right now..:(

Round 1

2008-12-17T15:55:00.005+08:00

Today just went for my Psychometric Test session. Lucky I managed to find the place. It was quite simple actually except for the parking space. It the end I parked at a carpark at St John vicinity which I later found out that it was a wheel clamp area only when I was about to go home. Lucky no one wheel clamp my car..Haha..Well, the test seems to be very smoothly done but there was no interview. I was then told that I will have to wait for two working days to know whether I am shortlisted. Guess I will only have to sit back and pray hard I get through the first round. Again wish me luck friends...:)

"Happy" Holiday

2008-12-14T15:40:00.003+08:00

To many people, Christmas is a day which they look forward to..Why?Because its end of the year and there are discounts almost everywhere we go. Plus the lightings at town. And most importantly, holiday!!BUT for me, I dread this day and maybe most of the festive season as long as it means duty for me.. I know it sucks but what to do, I have to bear with it till the day I REALLY leave this place.. Well, hopefully this will be the last year and by next year I can really enjoy holidays even if I were to stay at home "nua" I will be happy too...:)

Singapore Malls

2008-12-13T20:58:00.004+08:00

Went to Plaza Singapura today with my wife. I can't remember exactly when was the last time I went there. But today, I went there and guess what?Same old place, nothing special. I have been asking myself why is it the shopping malls in Singapore do not come out with stuffs that attract their customers or patrons?To be frank, if I got nothing special I want to buy, I won't really want to go to shopping malls be it PS or other malls. It's just so boring just to think of going...Yawn..Guess some of the guys think the same as me right..:)

Rest

2008-12-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

Did not really have a good rest since I last took leave for my Hong Kong trip. I did took leave for the last couple of night shifts just to recuperate myself since they offered me but always "kena" called back to work but I think it is still okay because I never really apply for it in the first place. But in the end I ended up even more tired when there were extra duties on off days. So finally today my friend got a slot and was asked(forced) to take leave and I seek his permission to let me have the slot instead and he agreed. Finally I am having a rest now and can stop thinking of work for now.

Finally!

2008-12-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

Finally I got a good news from my application!!!Going for my first Psychometric Test session next week..Hopefully everything turns out smoothly..Been waiting for this piece of news for a long time..Wish me luck friends..:)

Rainy day

2008-12-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

Today is a cooling day. So cooling that I cannot feel the sun today. It had been drizzling the whole day till early evening. So shiok. It has been a long time since the weather been so nice. Feel like going home the moment I stepped into work..Haha..Anw just sent my explaination to whoever during work. Now only waiting for my sentence..Who cares right?

Granny

2008-12-07T18:57:00.006+08:00

Today I just visited my grandma. She would have been a healthy lady if someone, or the whole damn family did not do something so cruel and heartbroken to her in the first place. I still remember just 2 years ago during Chinese New Year, she was still active and able to walk, talk and laugh when her children, grandchildren and great grandchildren visited her. Today, she could not even recognise my family anymore. She looks so fragile, so weak, so restless and so thin. She had change to another person who has difficulty talking and let alone stand. She has been torturing herself unknowingly. Where is the love and care that she supposes to have for taking care of THAT family for so many decades? Does she deserve such treatment from THAT family? We had tried to take care of her ever since she was being CHASE OUT from that GOD DAMN family. But in her mind, she just want to return back to THAT cold blooded family. During this incident, I finally realise the cruelty of real life. People DO forget about the good things you had done for them in the past. They will only care for their own benefits and once you are done, you will be out of this society, for good. She is just a 95 year old lady who just wants some family love.
ps:I still miss her curry chicken which she will prepare when we went to visit her during CNY.

Slow death

2008-12-06T22:16:00.006+08:00

I was wondering. How come a thing which was so tiny in size and almost has no value can create such a big "hoo ha" in an organisation? Something which is easily replaceable or replicate can go to such extend that makes me feel like I am the only one at fault. Eversince that "momentous" day, I have been asking myself whether did I volunteered to go for the duty on that day? And the answer is definitely NO. Did I not make everyone job easy by not asking them to do something which they won't like but maybe on the surface they might help? The answer is definitely YES. In the end, I felt like I am the only one suffering from this trauma. And why did this fcuking shit happens to me only till now?Is it God will?I think I am just plain tired of all these shit. Too tired to even think of the consequences. Who will ever understand our bitterness at work?I guess no one except the ones executing the job and not the ones who just NO ACTION TALK ONLY (NATO) personnel who just give some stupid instructions and we only have to follow quietly like a slave who is a worse than a dog. Hopefully these NATO will get a taste of their own medicine soon if they continues to be a dictator...

Fcuking Suay

2008-12-05T22:58:00.003+08:00

Today was a damn suay day for me. This is the first time in my career I lost something which is issued by my organisation. I lost a issued CAR key. I guess it is mainly because I am fcuking tired of work and really TIRED to even realise I drop the key. Somemore today is supposed to be my precious off day! Maybe this marks the time for me to really think over should I really stay on or continue to look at other job options irregardless of economic recession. There will more mental stress coming up due to this issue....:( ps: I am already physically stress + mental stress = STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!)

Yesterday. Today.

2008-12-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

Going to work once was an enjoyable and pleasant trip even if I have to take a 45 minutes to an hour bus journey. Because I got to know alot of interesting people and "kakis" when I just joined the workplace. We can plan for outings on our first off and sometimes even after our first shift. But now, everything had change. Almost all my "kakis" had left the workplace and posted to other departments. Each had their own work to keep themselves busy and we hardly have time for each other now. We rarely meet these days and it is like since June when we last see each other during my ROM..Hiaz..Now even with transport, I still have to drag myself to wake up and go to work every shift. Life is so fcuking boring at work now. .Hopefully I can leave this place soon..:(

Blessing in Disguise

2008-12-04T14:09:00.003+08:00

Could it be a blessing in disguise that she is finally out of the demon cave?Yes, I certainly hope so. She had undergone uncalled remarks and comments by her stupid fatass director. To me, it is a mental torture to work under such a unreasonable and self-centered supervisor who thinks she is God herself and everyone under her is just slave who she can order around. To me, the director is just a bloody idiotic piece of god damn pile of shit with houseflies and STILL thinks highly of herself. Anyway, I will just sit back and laugh at the pile of shit who got no bloody life and just hope her turn will be next..:)

Creepy

2008-12-04T09:54:00.007+08:00

Have you ever been "pressed" by something which you can't see?Or when you felt you were being "pressed", is it because you are fcuking tired?This is my second time being "pressed". Let me elaborate what I meant by "pressed" based on my experience. It felt like something is in control of me and I can't move although I am awake. I have difficulty opening my both eyes. I CAN'T speak although I am already awake. Yes, I mean CAN'T. I am in no control of myself. Eventually, I have to force myself out of "it" for a few minutes before I could really move my body and lips. Both incidents happened at two different renown hotels, in Singapore. Till now, I have no idea why this happens to me only when I am in hotel doing duty. The first incident which happened last year (I think) during wee hours, I remembered seeing something infront of me which is about 50 metres away and the second incident which happened this morning in the wee hours, both me and my partner got the same experience and he even informed me he dreamt of two little girls at the hotel corridor where we are stationed! But just to reveal, I was dozing off before I felt being "pressed" after I woke up, so who knows, most probably I was just plain tired..haha..^@^.. Or could it be the two little girls "playing" with us?

Those were the days

2008-12-03T14:07:00.003+08:00

I have always thought how nice it was to go back into time. Reliving the days when I was in primary school and secondary school. I think those were the days when my life was really free of anything, except for examinations, of cos. But again, there was only mid year and end year to worry about when the examinations were near. The rest of the days were just freedom. I loved going to primary school because the first thing my classmates and I will do was to play soccer. During that time, it is a trend to play a soccer ball made of plastic, yes, plastic. I doubt there is now, even if so, it is so rare. We will normally teased the girls in our class and I remember whacking up one of our classmates in my class during my secondary school days together with other classmates because of his arrogant. We also put liquid paper into his schoolbag which resulted his mother came complaining to our form teacher. Haiz..crybaby..Those were the days..:)

Hong Kong

2008-12-03T11:35:00.011+08:00

These are only some of the photos which my wife and I had taken during our Hong Kong and Shenzhen trip from 05/11/08 to 09/11/08. I dun think I can upload every single picture because it seem like jumble up the sequence after some picture. Anyway I just want to elaborate that Hong Kong night scene is beautiful. Just before we left the country, the whole country was just like air condition everywhere we go..Guess we went there a few days early..But it was a nice trip and I was rejuvenated after the trip.

Win, Lose, Draw

2008-12-03T00:12:00.004+08:00

Is it people today are becoming more and more unreasonable or they think they are fcuking educated and THOUGHT they know many things? Why can't people just sit down and listen but instead behave so stubborn and want to act like a clown. To me, in their heart, they just want to win. Is winning really that important that people failed to listen? So what if they win, will they really feel the REAL victory or is it just hallucination that blur their mind? Whatever the case is I have seen enough of these people and my only mindset is to complete my job and go home to my family at the end of the day, feeling happy and maybe at the same time laugh at those clowns whom I met during the day, and maybe, just maybe, bless them, hoping that they find a WAY for themselves soon.:)

Comparision

2008-12-02T00:48:00.003+08:00

Between a Hong Kong serial show and a Singapore one, which one will you choose?I will choose HK ones..Between a Taiwan serial show and Singapore one, which one will you choose?I will choose mostly Taiwan ones depending on the casts. It has been a long time since I really watch a Singapore serial show. Why didn't I choose to watch Singapore serial show now?Because all I can said is everything is predictable and routine and the casts are either the same or getting worse..And partly because I subscribe to SCV, hence, I managed to compare those shows which I had watched before. What can I say..Hopefully they can buck up and keep up with other Asian countries standard of making TV serials. Do I need to say more?

Bravia

2008-12-01T22:33:00.006+08:00

This is my Sony Bravia 40' W series LCD TV. Though it is of the older version, but it was manufactured in Japan in Jan 2008. Hence, I did not regret buying it. Instead, I am still happy and a proud owner of it. Usually I only use it to watch DVD and it is so fcuking clear especially if I watch it at night..Combine with home threatre system is a combo!I have been renting DVDs these few months already. What to do, economic bad, have to save money for rainy days so have to cut down going to cinema.

Initially, I went to Courts tamp somewhere in June wanted to get a budget LCD TV and spotted Samsung brand, but the salesman told me that I could get Sony Bravia instead because of the higher definition. The main twist of me getting the Sony Bravia instead is that it was made in Japan. Who doesn't like stuff made in Japan?haha..So the deal was done and it's a win-win situation..:)

Tired

2008-12-01T20:50:00.003+08:00

To be frank, I am quite tired of my current job but I guess who doesn't..Everyone is "You see me good, I see you good" attitude..But really, I really do need to find an excuse to a new environment. I can't imagine myself holding on to my post in another 5 years time..I think I will go crazy by then..But the economic is so fcuking bad now that everyone is holding on to their rice bowl..So I'm considered lucky that I still have a job to do and a regular income..Hopefully I can find a new and interesting job in the near future and with better income too, if possible.:)

Miracle!!

2008-12-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

It's a miracle that my old blog was revived by itself. I have not been using this blog for donkey years and I thought it was gone becuase I simply forgotten about it. But somehow, when I was trying to create another blog using the same old email I have, I managed to see the old blog title again. Maybe I should continue to use this instead of the new one. :)